Hey guys,
So, I've been a bit weird/flakey/touchy on here, and I know that most of you don't care, but there are some people on here that I have been in contact with that should get the full scope of things.
I've dealt with depression for a long time. I was first diagnosed with it about ten years ago. Certain traumas have happened since then that made it worse. It's something that I've learned to deal with, and I'm fine most of the time, but lately, it hit me full on.
Three weeks ago, I ended up doing something stupid which resulted in me being sent to the ER, then in the ICU for a day, then put in a psych ward for the remainder of that week.
The time surrounding that incident, I haven't been myself (or, the scary thought, I have). I had flipped out on some of you, flaked out on some of you, and had just been really strange. Sorry to everybody who encountered that.
I namely wanted to apologize to those who I had done dealings with, particularly those who had planned to purchase something from me. I completely flaked on you guys. I know that would have pissed me off, so, I apologize greatly.
Also, I want to specifically apologize to Kitsch. Kitsch knows the type of person I usually am and trusted in me enough to send me one of his backlight kits to test. I still have it lying on my desk untouched. I honestly have no idea how I let that just sit there. These past couple of months have just been a blur to me, and I feel terrible.
Between losing my job, dealing with myself, and just everything involved. I'm just going to disappear for a bit. Maybe I'll come back with an album for your downloading pleasure. It will be a while though.
Those who I talk to outside of this website still know how to get ahold of me.
Later.