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All this while inventing robots for spines...

I think that my father molested me from age 6 to age 11 or 12. It began after my parents divorced.

But when I'd be at his house on the weekends, he'd touch me in inappropriate places...like, we'd be on the couch watching TV, and he'd put his hand down my pants and touch me down there. He didn't finger me or go that far, but he'd still touch me. He liked to spoon with me in his bed in the morning when we watched Saturday mornng cartoons. He, throughout my childhood, constantly raved about how beautiful I was, and how I was perfect and how all of my features were perfect, and that I was just naturally beautiful.

Now I have huge problems with guys and with being sexual. I always sort of feel scared to be sexual with guys, and until now I never really realized why. I'm considered "pretty" and have had many boys that wanted to have relationships with me, but I've always been scared for some unidentifiable reason and never gone through with it. I'm 18 and have never had a boyfriend. I've never had sex. The furthest I've gone is giving guys a hand job and making out with them. And I'm generally only able to do that comortably when I'm drunk. I've had plenty of opportunities for more but always run away before I could do anything else. And even when guys try to pursue me, they get frustrated and give up because I am so hesitant and go at a slow sexual pace. I'm too afraid to tell them why. Because I don't tell them, they just think I'm wierd or that I'm teasing them, and they give up and move on.

I'm 18 years old and starting college. I really, really want a boyfriend. I want someone to share my life with. I'm so incredibly lonely, and I want to get over this "sexual fright" that I have. I've improved and gotten more comfortable with guys, and in the past couple of months I've come very close to having a real boyfriend and going further than I usually do. I finally met someone that I'm extraordinarily comfortable with, but it might not even work out because he's still half-stuck on his ex-girlfriend (and that's a whole other issue altogether).

I want to have a boyfriend and be honest with him about what has happened to me, but I'm afraid that he'll be disgusted or think that I'm fucked up and won't want to be with me. I'm afraid to let someone see that something so disgusting has happened to me and happened in my family. I don't know what to do. I don't want to be alone forever. Will guys be freaked out by this, or will they understand? I'm just scared and don't know how to handle any of this.

lol unfortunately meth is not raw.

Amaze. You're making baby cyborg jesus cry.

Further to nitro's post:
http://arcade.ym2149.com/megadrive/mdsndmodv3.jpg
http://arcade.ym2149.com/megadrive/mysmd2.jpg

But that's for Gen/MD2. Here is a good one I've just found, but haven't tried.
http://freezerdev.blogspot.com.au/2012/ … dding.html

No you hook up an RCA or whatever from the existing video/audio output, which is line level. Theres heaps of documentation out there.
http://www.gamesx.com/avpinouts/genesisav.htm
One tutorial video:

When you say 'the best', is this in terms of bass? Noise floor?